WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO SAY?

you said i never wrote a poem about you a fucking poem and you write poems every day in your veins

i dont know how to talk to someone
who is
dissolving
dissolving them selves every day
in front of
in acid
thats it
acid
you seem to be disappearing
dying everytime
right in front of me

i dont know how to
i don't know how to love you
when i hate you so
i mean
i can't hate you when
i love you like
shit
what are the words for this?

do you know what it feels like
to be tongue
in a mouth
with no spit?
dry and looking for the
lubricant?
the substrate
to say anything?
do you know
anything?

everytime
i mean how
much
am i supposed to invest
in someone who
dies every day?

you
and that damn dragon
his shit caked
keeled
saw blade scales
i'm afraid
it'll rend the flesh from you
every time
make you
an ether

you want the acid
to remove
dissolve
barnacles from the deep ocean
scales and encrusted
life
but it eats your marrow
and what the fuck is left?

what am i supposed to say to you?

snakes hear with
their jaws
did you know?
they have no ears
well
i can't speak in
echoed rumbles
vibrations through the ground
so what the fuck
seriously?

here's your god damn poem

i knew a man who wasnt there
or anywhere
he just was there
or kind of was
anyways

fuck you for making me care
really
and then not caring

i would lick the sweat
from your balls
if it made a difference

scales
saw backed monsters
american arrogance
that we can create our own
and make movies about it
our pain is so
original
isn't it?

godzilla
in verse anyone?

nevermind
i'll see you tomorrow

It's been awhile since we desired

poem break after outside now

watering plants
i was drawn in
to the wings of dragonflies
making the heat dance
the drops on leaves
making havoc on the lives of aphids
as if i coursed
through the veins of the hibiscus
the sun killed consciousness
and the spray
delivered us from it
my desire soaked into the ground
at the muddy
now
bases of dry roots
interlocked
base of clawing towards heaven
secret jungles
ecological interconnectedness
is that
too pretentious a term?
to consider oneself
inter...
inside of and a part of
all of it
because of water through a hose
in the heat of summer
feeding?
nurturing?
me
the animals
the plants
who depends on whom?
what?
this sense of all of it in me
pulsing in my fluids
and me surging through it all
every leaf and underground tunnel
to every
soaked feathers
of every chirping red cardinal
on the brink of
sated
filled
and expanding tissue
of
the day?

Rabbits and Cats

What a lucky fucking pair of animals (ahem)!




Its all about the purring.




I will fuck your shit up.

A POST FOR HELIO pt. ii

SEA HARES

This is our 2nd foray into the Opisthobrancs, a group of marine Gastropods closely related to the Nudibranchs. They are colloquially referred to as the SEA HARES, the Anaspidea. They are found in both the Atlantic and Pacific Oceans. Sea Hares are generally herbivorous, and found in shallow waters. When disturbed, they can release a thick ink. Oh yeah, they are also HERMAPHRODITES! Excellent.

Enjoy!

PANDA ATTACK for Atheist

Check out the band PANDA ATTACK!!!

What have you been doing man? (for Thomas Moronic)

poem idealismo

sneezing
the cracks in the earth
release
toxins and perfumed emotions
intertwined
and absorbed in the tissues
of all living things

and

we are forced
to
eat
the didactic flesh


and every breath
becomes
one more release
itself
one bloody fingered
grasping reach
on sharp stone edges
towards
abyssal void

if dogs had voices and opposable thumbs they would tell us what we had been missing

all along
i am just so far
just this far
from touching the grainy skin of
true
beauty
feeling the flakes that dust off
and brush past my skin

devouring it all
breathing it in
in one enormous gasping breath
i
can't quite taste it on the wind
and the feeling
that i'll never know everything
never touch every beautiful
indefinable surface

continues
to kill me
slowly