5 thoughts in black and white

As if there were even a question...


My motivations were not purely athletic...


We all have needs...


Rudolf Nuryev...


and Resurrection of my true self.

boy with purple hoodie

it was all in the way they smiled at nothing in particular
seemingly inexplicable?
maybe i should put it this way
they seemed to carry something with them
they dug their nails into the linings of their pockets
secretly
grasping, digging, holding
and tightened their thigh muscles
it was all about
the show

3 Fambly Portrates

Dad - "I was geeking the beat when you were still asian!" (he was insane)


Uncle Feelies - "Autodidactics is the new religion!" (he didnt even know what that meant)


Dad, sister, an me. We were happy this way, til we learned about "feelings"...

twinks understand love, i hate, now feed me

The rabbits were angry that day, it made him pensive.


God, do I remember angry rabbits.


We were too suburban to know better.


Now. Now. Now. Now. Again... mmmmm, like that. Now?


Now, every rabbit has its rage.
Finely honed.
Don't be so, why are you so passive aggressive?

I heard that, um... fuck it.

about knitting

the squirrels are on the roof making a ruckus
or making designer handbags
i cant tell from here
do you remember that time
do you?
i was 14 and you were a
enormous wet shiny green salamander
it was adorable
its what made me fall in like with you
i'm not
but i'm also not kidding?
also did you consider how a hard
i mean rock hard enormous cock would feel in a place like that?
i didnt think
so
hey

everything was triangles then
sharp
pointy like a million shards of perfect
semireflective
no perfectly reflective in low light conditions
glass
we licked them and smiled our bloody smiles

the way the fluid obscured our teeth made us la-a-a-a-a-augh (like a sheep)

let's go to Banana Republic? you said!
i would relent
i would repent at anything you said back then
but not
in the scratchy black wool
kittens
they were utterly suffocating, stifling?
when you pulled them on and made me wear them in the park
but

i had plans
and whatever you wanted was my gospel then
and anyways it made me happy to know that the deplorable to onlookers
made things shiny
rainbows shiny you know
because
my ass would reap the rewards later on
it hurt

lucky for us you knew how to sew

fields

fields...